Well. It surely doesn't feel right. First, I'm not writing in my own language, so it obviously gonna have some grammar errors and shit like that. Second, why would it be good? No fun, nothing really interesting to do, no girls, no sweet romance, and I feel sick after eating chocolate. How someone should breath if he only thinks when is it gonna end, when is he gonna get some sleep, and wake up feel so damn good and ready to rock? You know, I just wanted to have a life, just a little one...
"You don't have a girlfriend because you don't want, I've already told you". Bullshit! I am the only one who knows how do I want someone to hear my shit and foolish talk and smile at me before kiss me. People don't know me, most think that know me but they don't, not even close, I can count on the fingers of one of my hands, and I bet that there will be a missing finger. I bet that the general ideo tha tpeople have of me is "a normal looking guy, semi-nerd, a boring joker who's too stupid to find where he belongs". Maybe I am some of this, but not ONLY this. I'm pretty sure that I am.
Why is it like this? Don't ask me, I am trying to fix it. Maybe I know by I'm too coward to admit and face it. I am just whining about my shitty life, or I am just a louder voice of some dumb people who are afraid to talk.
Future? I don't have a single idea of my future. I don't see me doing this or that. I only see me sit in a corner with my guitar whispering...
You're beautiful... You're beautiful it's true...
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Note after writing: All shit except for the part of James Blunt's song. I shouldn't have posted this...
"You don't have a girlfriend because you don't want, I've already told you". Bullshit! I am the only one who knows how do I want someone to hear my shit and foolish talk and smile at me before kiss me. People don't know me, most think that know me but they don't, not even close, I can count on the fingers of one of my hands, and I bet that there will be a missing finger. I bet that the general ideo tha tpeople have of me is "a normal looking guy, semi-nerd, a boring joker who's too stupid to find where he belongs". Maybe I am some of this, but not ONLY this. I'm pretty sure that I am.
Why is it like this? Don't ask me, I am trying to fix it. Maybe I know by I'm too coward to admit and face it. I am just whining about my shitty life, or I am just a louder voice of some dumb people who are afraid to talk.
Future? I don't have a single idea of my future. I don't see me doing this or that. I only see me sit in a corner with my guitar whispering...
You're beautiful... You're beautiful it's true...
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Note after writing: All shit except for the part of James Blunt's song. I shouldn't have posted this...
3 Comments:
you know exatly what i thinjk about all this. and i think you know how bad i feel of thinking this way. i'm here to help and understand you whenever you want.
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Não, eu não vou comentar em inglês... Em primeiro lugar, você pegou essa mania nerdiana de "I don't have a life and..." Sim, você tem uma vida e ela vai passando a cada segundo. Se ela vai ter valido a pena ou não, aí é com você. Álias, você fala, fala, fala... e eu não te vejo se mexer. Sempre que você quiser repetir a dose e ter outra sexta daquelas, eu tô de pé, você sabe disso. Boa noite e boa sorte ;D
hey .-.
you know; everyone feels lost, at least once in their lives. but when you think that there's no reason to live anymore, just remember the people that care about you. even though they don't really know you, they care about you, and they certainly would be verry unhappy if you' were gone. .___.
and you've already taken the first step. you've already figured out what's the problem, at least that there is a problem. now it's time to figure out how to solve it.
if you need me, you know where to find me ;]
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